Emma has hit a very frustrating and tiring milestone, well, it really isn’t a milestone, it is just a phase I wish we could move past. We finally started being able to sleep through the night about a month and a half ago. We quit being the kind of parent that went upstairs at the slightest stir to quiet and comfort so that Emma would learn to self sooth and put herself back to sleep. It was great after only like four nights of me having to get up and turn the monitor off and sit up in the living room so that Kip could continue to sleep, she quit waking up. Then suddenly, last night at 2:30 am, Emma woke screaming. I almost went up stairs, but refrained and she did eventually quiet only to start screaming only fifteen minutes later. I was concerned because we had only just lowered the level of the mattress in the crib that evening, and I was afraid her pacifier had fallen out under the crib bumper. When I did get upstairs I was unable to find the paci in the crib, so I replaced it with a new one and she did eventually calm herself down enough to go back to sleep. In the morning I found the paci on the floor next to the crib. I hoped that this was a one time occurrence and things would be back to normal this evening. Well, as you can see by the time stamp of this post, and the possible incoherence of the rambling that it in fact has not gone back to normal as I had hoped. (Thank goodness for spellchecker too.) I’m going to check in the morning to see if Emma is finally cutting her first tooth and that is why sleeping all night and taking good naps during the day has once again become difficult for her.
She has calmed down and gone back to sleep, so I am too.
“Good night stars, good night air. Good night noises everywhere.”